Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Iris

To hear you say you drank 10 sleeping pills to make you sleep and make you forget your depression was like an arrow that pierced my heart. I should have been more angry. It pained me more that you felt so empty, broken and alone. I could not be your angel anymore. I really wish I was. 

Sunday, October 26, 2014

The saddest words

Lord Wessex: How is this to end?
Queen Elizabeth: As stories must when love's denied: with tears and a journey.

Will: (embracing her, voice quavering) You will never age for me, nor fade, nor die.
Viola: (sobbing) Nor you for me.
(They kiss passionately) Will: Good bye my love, a thousand times good bye.
(They kiss again)

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Peace

'Who except God can give you peace? Has the world ever been able to satisfy the heart?'

- St. Gerard Majella


Friday, October 24, 2014

What have I done

One week
Can't stop thinking of you
Goodbye to happiness
Never want to hurt another like that ever again
Missing you from the depths of my soul
I stop myself from crying
Knowing it can never bring you back
My choice
My sorrow

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Missing you

I check viber daily just to see if you logged in. I never want to hurt a person that much again. I feel so rotten. I just hope fate will be kind to both of us. 

Monday, October 20, 2014

Forgetting where they are

"You forget your life after a while...the life you had before. Things you cherish and hold dear are like pearls on a string. Cut the knot, they scatter across the floor, rolling into dark corners, never to be found again. So you move on. And eventually you forget what the pearls even looked like. Or at least you try."





Sunday, October 19, 2014

Just a word

Saturday, October 18, 2014

You will never be a bother

I wanted to remember everything we had gone through. I didn't want to forget. I didn't want you to become a stranger in my life as I would become in yours. 

Friday, October 17, 2014

Forgiveness

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is an attribute of the strong. 


Mahatma Gandhi

A final goodbye

This time it would be real. Can I ever survive this pain? I know in my heart that I will never love this way again.