Cry if you must

The homily hit me hard. It was as of God was saying how dare you question my timing. The priest said treat God like a best friend. And so I ask the Lord, kelan naman po sa akin? Or maybe He is not answering my quesrions because He wants me to rethink. But Lord all I want is peace - of mind, body, heart and soul. I wanted to cry then and there.