Of bats and sunflowers

Heartbreak after 2 months

Nice girls finish last. I've had it. 

Elusive

However fleeting

I saw the bat

Gave me hope

That someday we will be 

Together.

Knock knock

Molecules

June 13th

It may be the last time I see you. I didn't know. Scared you off perhaps. I know you were confused. You stayed, then went out, then went in again just to say goodbye and kiss me. And then you left. With you went all my hopes of a happy future. I was so open, wanting to be in love. But you had issues which I do not know. You were afraid. The timing I guess was not right. My 2 months was up. I had hurt so many people in the process - my ex, my mother, myself. It's really time to let go. 

But I still hope that you will come back.

Nothing good gets away

"if you are in love – that’s a good thing – that’s about the best thing that can happen to anyone. Don’t let anyone make it small or light to you . . . the object of love is the best and most beautiful. Try to live up to it. And don’t worry about losing. If it is right, it happens. The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away."

Author JOHN STEINBECK's advice to his son Thom in 1958, when the teenage boy wrote to say he had fallen desperately in love with a girl named Susan while at boarding school. 

Definitely, Maybe again

Monday did not turn out to be a disaster. I became a Masterchef overnight. He got to know more about me and my knowledge of basketball. I was flustered all night. A kiss on the forehead. A smack on the lips. I did not want the night to end. But it did. And I am left to my own thinking. How I hope. How I wish. That it would be what I think it can be.