A wish at this moment

Still hoping

It was unexpected

For you to be reacting that way

But as expected

You left me hanging again

How long should I wait

The year is about to end

And with it goes the bitter truth

That there was no one for me right now

It was my choice

I just hope I don't lose in the end.

Bruised and dying

And so I won again and again in the raffle.

Maybe it is luck that a holy image fell on my toe.

But this elation is short fleeting

I can never be truly joyous.

Sadness

Anger 

It's a cycle not worth repeating.

I am tired.

I just wish someone can hear me. 

But the silence is deafening.

Suspended animation

I had prayed for this day

But I still felt a twinge of regret

Seeing you happy again

And with her beside you

I had chosen this path

The pain of my stubbed toe pales in comparison

I should stop looking. 

Flight of the stranger

To see you happy 

Isn't that what I wished for 

But how come it hurts so much

When I was the one who left you to begin with

The world indeed has a way of correcting things

They call it karma

I do deserve this

An annus horribilis redux

My only wish is for you to forgive me 

And for me to forget.

It is so hard to pretend.

365 days