Icing on the cupcake

Yesterday was Tony. 

I never felt so light. 

I felt so blessed. 

I just hope my hunch is right.

Today is your birthday.

I greeted you and you replied.

I could not even call you.

I wasn't able to go to mass.

But I did pray for you.

Maybe that is the best gift of all.

I just hope your mandala is being fixed as Amanoh said.

I patiently wait.

Manifestation

It was at the wake of a batchmate last night that I realised how much I had wanted to be crazy in love, to have what they had. Ah, to be foolishly in love with Christ who sacrificed Himself and at same time, with another person chosen by God for me. 

My life is in itself a miracle. I just had to wait and be patient for I now know that God is preparing me for a greater purpose. 

- Dian St. 

The start

I was too nervous for my own good. I just  hope I showed enough smarts to bag this trophy. This is my dream job. It is something I want to claim as my own...now.

January 18 is the day. My Career D-day. 

My hope for you

I agree

• On getting married one day: "That time will come when that time comes. The truth is, you can't predict marriage. You can't plan it. It's just going to happen when it happens." - Leo DC

Am not afraid

1 John 4: 11-18

Perfect love casts out fear.

Today, I learned from the homily that God loved me no matter what. Why did it take me so long to realize this simple fact? And the priest was right. If I was to give to God, how come I don't give Him my all? Indeed, I am so privileged to have Him manifest before me. Why do I still doubt? 

From now on, God has and will always be my all. He alone will suffice. And I no longer fear in loving others for I know God is with me all the way.

New light

I saw you today

My heart skipped a beat

I am really happy to see you're okay

The memories remain

They are not yet distant

I now know I will also be okay. 

From your FB post: 

I survived

My first PS. 

The realignment of stars

My mother was quick to remind me of what Amanoh said last September - that his stars will realign this December 2015 and you must be the one in front of him when that happens.

I had completely forgotten about this small window of opportunity. I wonder now whether this is the reason why he suddenly had a change of attitude towards me, that is he now responds.

The cute priest this morning in his homily mentioned that we should be sure we are following the right star. I can only hope that I am.