On to the next adventure

“And now I know what I have to do. I have to keep breathing. And tomorrow the sun will rise, and who knows what the tide will bring.” - Cast Away

Disappear

I can only continue to hope that things will be better for me. I choose to be happy unlike a person that I love who remains desolate. How can I be so cruel as to leave? But I have to. Otherwise, I will have no future. Reality and fantasy are in extremes. Be still my beating and aching heart. I am so afraid. Will I ever have the chance to find true love? It has been in my grasp but I find it slowly ebbing away.

Harmony

I was able to open my shop on June 18. I felt a great sense of accomplishment, contributing to local busienss and creating job opportunities. I was owning it. But today, July 9, was even more exciting. I got connected to Q. I could not believe this was happening. It felt surreal. Do I have the guts to chase after my dream? Or was this just a fantasy? I can only HOPE.