Life begins

With so many slogans about this new chapter, it is no wonder that one views it with mixed feelings. I felt like I have been left behind with regards to the family aspect. As for the professional one, heck I am a student right now. Now I know how it is to be aging and poor. 

I feel like a butterfly precariously hanging on to a flower, trying to suck out the last vestiges of nectar. Where to go next I don't know. What I do know is there are what you call the fields of gold. Somehow, I shall find that and achieve peace of mind.