Ready when you are

I was always worried that I had destroyed your life to such great extent that you may never recover. But seing you today made me realize you were resilient. I knew you still loved me. And maybe I still loved you. But I was now strong enough to say no. And elated to find out that time will heal the wound I caused in your heart. The 2 hugs we gave were of such finality. I knew you would be okay. And knowing that will allow me to open my heart to another. Though uncertain, it is something that I feel will be my future. I am afraid of venturing out in the open. What if he was not what I thought he was? Was he a good person? But I knew in my heart that God always protected me in ways that I never saw only until the end. I am ready to fight for love that is true and real, a love to last for all eternity under God's watch. I wait with bated breath.