Don't say goodbye

I do not know what to believe anymore 

Why did I have to see your involvement with both 

A year ago I lost a second love the second time

A year later here I am thinking of a sad and lonely future

Maybe it's all for the best

To turn off the switch

Maybe the miracle did not lie in something happening

It rested on me changing my feelings

It hurts so much that I cannot sleep

Peace again eludes me

Wilł I ever have a love so true? 

I hold on, silent and grieving.