Stubborn mule

Dagger thrust into my heart

I had wanted to tell my best friend how utterly miserable I was feeling hence the need to go on a trip. I was trying to look for a rebound but what I found was more of a second rejection for me. What else did I need to know? I wish this year would end quickly for it has only brought me heartache, the kind that only heals after a long, long time. 

How I wish I could disappear right now.

Where have all the flowers gone

Twice over. For my sake, I willed that there be something. But on your end, it seemed that there was none. It was a double whammy for me. Another bitter pill to swallow. I longed to be free of this. When will this ever end?