Writing on the wall again

It was both bad news and good news. After saying that I was their first choice, the company opted to hire someone cheaper since they found me too expensive. They then offered an alternative role in Bangkok. I could not believe what I was hearing. I felt sad because I could see the writing on thw wall. God wanted us to be apart. And nomatter how much i prayed, nothing could change the truth - that we could never be together. I felt so downtrodden that I did not do anything productive for the day and just lay in bed. You reiterated that you were willing to sacrifice for my career. Unbeknownst to you, I already had. I have been praying for a graceful exit. Was this the answer? Will I ever be truly happy again?