In my quiet place

April 27 If I had doubts that God was looking after me, well He threw me a curve ball, a sign that only I could understand. I was using the toilet when suddenly out of nowhere an insect nudges my hair then lands on the floor. It was a medium sized cockroach. I would have shrieked to high heavens but I didn’t. God sure had the strangest way of reassuring me He was right behind me, that He never left. It was a symbol dating back to 1990 that only I could understand. This was the third time He used it on me. By now, I know what it stood for. April 28 The spider appeared. Dying. For me it symbolIzed a new life that lay ahead of me. Lord thy will be done. At 6:12pm, a bat flew over me. It was still daylight. Now 2 bats. And so on. I am delighted to see them. May 13 It was fleeting. Bruce appeared. All will be well. I know in my heart.